Thursday, October 28, 2010

Reality n Imagination

Barrier

Sometimes, I think what if I didn't have responsibility, what if I am completely free to do what I like to do, what if .... Well there will be a endless list of what if. And I can think these what ifs as imaginations.

I was an average student doing what can be achieve while not putting too much effort on my study. I was managing above fair results in respect to my inputs. So, I though no body would expect any responsibilities from me. It was like nothing to worry about the future, just to pass event less daily life.

But I was so wrong. I now find myself worrying about my future. I have to think myself before engaging into some decision. I think this is what it calls "growing up". I have to take part into daily politics in order to exist in the corporate life.

Well normally my life would have changed if I weren't a backdated person. Well I am indicating myself as backdated because I don't like ultra modern life style and I like the classic view of life.

I found myself wondering around the maze just asking myself this question in this so called ultra modern life - "what is the value of a thing if it can be achieved so quickly?". I couldn't find an answer. I just keep ramming into the wall beyond which lies nothing. Sometimes it gives me an illusion which says you have to live it to fit into the society, another time it says they will last as long as a sand castle last in a beach.

I maintain myself into this so called life style because I must in order to exists. If you cant adapt to the situation you wont survive - "the survival of the fittest". But still I search for the so called emotions and thing which make me feel that I am is what I used to be in past. I didn't change.

Well that is in fact not totally true. Human changes everyday, every moment. So, being a human I am bound to that change. But still I want to keep the core piece of myself, the uniqueness to myself. I don't want to change it.

Look at the picture - look closely. Can you feel the thoughts of a person viewing from the inside of that car? where reality is so cruel that he has to kill his imagination of getting drenched into the rain. Can you see the barrier between the real life and imagination?

Well I guess you do. After all we are all human beings :).

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Why would you ever do if where…

Interesting Title isn't it?

Endless [ Myself@Sylhet ]



This blog idea was actually one of my friends.He gathered some interesting question and answered them.
I will do the same. I will quote the question and answer them in my terms.

Why : [4]
  • Why are you the best friend of your best friend?
    • It's an astronomical matter :)
  • Why did you get into blogging.
    • It's like having a digital diary :D
  • Why did your parent give you the name you have.
    • No Idea!!!
  • Why are you doing this survey?
    • It's interesting ...

Would you ever: [2]
  • Would you get back together with your ex if they ask you?
    • This quest is inappropriate 4 me.. I have no ex cause I don't have any present one :D
  • Would you have saved someone you care?
    • many times :D
Do: [5]
  • Do you think anyone like's you?
    • No and I don't care.
  • Do you ever wish you were some one else?
    • Are you kidding?
  • Do you know the muffin man?
    • Who is he?
  • Does future scare you?
    • Sometimes it does sometimes it doesn't.
  • Do your parent know about your blog?
    • LOL
If: [3]
  • If you could have one super power that would be -
    • Time travel
  • If you could go back into time and change something would you do it?
    • Yes
  • If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring?
    • A life partner :D
Where: [6]
  • Where does your best friend lives?
    • Bangladesh (no-brainer)
  • Where did you last go?
    • Shopping Mall (in person)/ Gmail (in web) :D
  • Where did you last hang out?
    • Gourob's Home @ Puja
  • Where do you go to school?
    • Dhaka
  • Where do you sleep last night?
    • I didn't sleep last night :|

Well there were some interesting question there :). Anyways that is it for now. See you soon. Take care and bye.