Thursday, October 28, 2010

Reality n Imagination

Barrier

Sometimes, I think what if I didn't have responsibility, what if I am completely free to do what I like to do, what if .... Well there will be a endless list of what if. And I can think these what ifs as imaginations.

I was an average student doing what can be achieve while not putting too much effort on my study. I was managing above fair results in respect to my inputs. So, I though no body would expect any responsibilities from me. It was like nothing to worry about the future, just to pass event less daily life.

But I was so wrong. I now find myself worrying about my future. I have to think myself before engaging into some decision. I think this is what it calls "growing up". I have to take part into daily politics in order to exist in the corporate life.

Well normally my life would have changed if I weren't a backdated person. Well I am indicating myself as backdated because I don't like ultra modern life style and I like the classic view of life.

I found myself wondering around the maze just asking myself this question in this so called ultra modern life - "what is the value of a thing if it can be achieved so quickly?". I couldn't find an answer. I just keep ramming into the wall beyond which lies nothing. Sometimes it gives me an illusion which says you have to live it to fit into the society, another time it says they will last as long as a sand castle last in a beach.

I maintain myself into this so called life style because I must in order to exists. If you cant adapt to the situation you wont survive - "the survival of the fittest". But still I search for the so called emotions and thing which make me feel that I am is what I used to be in past. I didn't change.

Well that is in fact not totally true. Human changes everyday, every moment. So, being a human I am bound to that change. But still I want to keep the core piece of myself, the uniqueness to myself. I don't want to change it.

Look at the picture - look closely. Can you feel the thoughts of a person viewing from the inside of that car? where reality is so cruel that he has to kill his imagination of getting drenched into the rain. Can you see the barrier between the real life and imagination?

Well I guess you do. After all we are all human beings :).

2 comments:

  1. Simply a nice post. I wished to tell you so many things.. but the commenting time and the reading time of the post has got a time gap :(
    So I forgot....

    anyway, wish your best for the upcoming days. Rock on!

    It is a fantastic photo. I loved it soooo much.

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